It begins all over again..lying on the bed, clinging onto another one of those impossible dreams.. and Bang !! I wake up..to morning..to light..to Life-the end of sanity. The sun rises and so does a never-ending list of things to be done and an even longer list of things that'll actually befall...strangely enough the attributes in the former rarely get any place in the latter...pinch of dejavu,ehh !!

It begins all over again...On the way back home from office..i try to reach up to the sky..try to pluck out another one of those sweet little cherries you call Stars..somehow forgetting that they arent meant to be bothered..somehow forgetting that LIFE awaits me down here..somehow forgetting that i am a Human...afterall !!!

I know it would sound cliché but...Life is wierd. I mean..one moment you are a pesky li’l teenager not wanting anything else except for a date with a Laetitia Casta or a Shahrukh Khan...while on other times you are someone who couldn’t finish reading for your weekly science quiz although your bookshelf boasts of treasuries ranging from Harry Potter to the Da Vinci Code to the eternal Godfather. You fall in and out of LOVE and the changeover is as smooth as a Ferrari pit-stop during a formula 1 race. You have nothing to be worried of..you have no future to build..although think of it you do..

Then college life ends.. you find urself working your ass off.. you develop the ability to think(atleast that’s what you fake urself with)..you foresee the future(this is for real)... in plain terms..u “grow up”....and mess up life big time. All of a sudden you don’t have time to be a child again...and mind u that child would fetch better results at any given point of time in life than the grown-up could do in years together..

One glitch in our wonderland and we think theres nothing worse that could have happened to us,on the contrary,life for reasons still unknown to the human race is never tired of proving us wrong...we curse almost everything under the sun,including ourselves...yet we continue with our lives.

Everyone's in two minds..not knowing whether to Live life or to leave Life...Scared to be a flagbearer although ever so ready to walk along in a crowd...and in today's pretext,confused whether being a singer will rake in the moolah or becoming an actor would help them etch out crisp gandhijis. So here i am singing an ever-so-forgotten tune of love to those who barely want to hear me..trying to enact to the best of my capabilities a beautiful drama that is Life...so here i am presenting a fake yet picture perfect impression of mine so that you can warn your nestlings about bipeds like me...and here i am trying to be enough of a human so as to be able to break a few hearts when everyone’s done with mine...

PAUSE PAUSE PAUSE!!!

It begins all over again...rolling over and over in the bed...trying dsperately to knock myself off to sleep,not wanting the following day in office seem like a hangover treat..but as always I lose..so I think..i think of all those who must not be thinking of anything right now...i think of students who are burning midnight oil so as to achieve those near-impossible dreams their folks or this world has set-up for them..i think of people like me who suddenly realize all these years of hardwork has fetched them a boss whose demands never seem to cease,resulting into the total annihilation of a once beautiful now pathetic social life...I think of all those in love who somehow never fail to impress me with there determination to stay together..i think of those parents who wouldn’t allow their children to marry outside their cast yet managing to blurt out that God is One..I think of anything and everything that my mind gives me a levy to think of..and all I conclude is that its about time we realized there's more to life than Our life itself.. leave alone hardwork..leave alone religion..leave alone love.

You have no idea what am talking about am sure...never mind..i have always been that way...thinking too hard..trying to break a peanut with a sledge-hammer..Trying to command a life which was never mine..

There are times when I feel unwanted..unasked for..And then there are times when i beleive whatever I have acheived no matter how minuscule,still,it must be contributing to the process of life on earth in someway or the other...So i decide to rest..to relax for a while..to gather myself for the following day..Somehow wanting it all to end..the anxiety..the misery..the pain..the hope..the life..But then I wake-up..and it begins all over again ! ! !